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2011-04-01T16:36:00.007+08:00

Happy April's Fool Day everyone! (:

I'm seriously bored at work! >.<

Just ytd was Dear's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR! :D
Celebrated for him at my hse!
And bought an ipod touch for him as a gift!
Hahahas!
This shows that I'm gona be broke! :x

Yay!
I'm going genting soon!
Next week i guess?
HAHA!
1st time!
Super excited! ^^

This is what i drew during my work!
Lols! xD

2011-03-24T16:54:00.004+08:00

It's 4.54pm!
Yes.
I am supposed to be working.
But there's nothing for me to do! :x
Been slacking for almost the whole day!
Opps.
HAHA! :p
Random.
I'm seriously sick and tired of eating rice!
Been eating rice almost everyday lunch!
I want my fast food! >.<
Hmm.
Maltese is so cute!
I want one! :3

*I'm yours. Jesus, I'm yours.

2011-03-17T19:35:00.008+08:00

It's been awhile since I update my blog uhs!
Hahahas!
Tomorrow marks the end of 3rd week of internship! (:
How time flies!
And 3 more weeks to go, I'm free! :D
Yay!
Get to know alot of new friends!
And it's really a new experience for me!
Guess what?
I'm so so so excited for service this week!
Suntec! :D
Weeeeeeeee!
Can't wait to be there! (:

I love Him more & more each day.

2011-02-24T11:35:00.002+08:00

I'm down with a bad flu. :(
Hope I will get well soon.
Before attachment starts. :x
Going to work at Rainbow Aquarium Pte Ltd.
Wonder what am I going to do there. :o
But I know I can see lots of fish!
HAHA! :D
Need to shop for formal wear & shoes.
6 weeks!
Jiayou Steph! :p

2011-02-04T13:44:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Happy CNY everyone!
Hahahahs! :D
Had a long day ytd.
Went to my grandma house.
Then tai ma house.
Then another grandma house.
Then dear's aunty house.
Today going to gf's aunty house.
HAHA! :p
Working at night.
I think will be busy ba. >.<
Hmm.
So looking forward to my birthday!
Hehes! (:
Followed by 1st month anniversary!
Then Valentines' day!
Haha! =)
Looking forward to tomorrow service too!
And i dye my hair red!
Hahahahs! :D

2011-01-22T12:30:00.004+08:00

New year is coming!
So is my birthday!
Hahahahs! :p
Got 2 super early presents!
A pair of earrings from my cousin!
A guitar from my dear! :D
So bless!
Ytd had our 1st cgm for the year!
Everyone shared their goals & visions!
So encouraging! :)
Took cab to cgm and back home too!
Opps! :x
Excited for today service!
Fellowship will be at new place too! (:
Bought a few new clothes recently!
Got pay rise!
And gona have another pay rise soon! ^^
Really Thank God for everything that is happening in my life! =>

2011-01-11T02:21:00.016+08:00

Quietly forgiving and moving on is a gift to God and yourself.
I think its so true.
Recently, friends around me are facing problems related to this.
Felt that its an advice to them. (:
Hmm.
This week kinda busy week for me.
UT, assignment, work, and so on. :x
Talking bout work.
Was thinking whether to quit cause of attachment.
But now maybe not.
Cause my supervisor is so nice.
To let me work 1-2 days a week for that period of time. :)
And this is how busy party world can be especially during eve of PH! >.<
But thank God sch reopens.
Which means lesser customers too.
HAHA! :p

Today is such a nice date.
110111! :D
And I Thank God for giving me such a nice guy.
Its been 7 mths.
And yes!
I'm gona accept him today on this very special day.
Hope I have made the right decision. =)

*God is good all the time, and all the time God is good! =DD

2010-12-24T02:01:00.011+08:00

Ohhhh!
And how can i forget about last week candlelight service! :D
My candle!
And the whole atmosphere!
So nice! :p

2010-12-24T00:03:00.004+08:00

Oh!
My blog is going to be dead! >.<
I just realized I haven update for almost a month!
Lols! :x
Had been working continuously for 4 days!
Woke up like a few hours ago?
Opps!
Hahahahs! :p
Wee!
Its Christmas Eve!
Gona shop for presents tomorrow! :D
I want Christmas tree!
HAHA!
So excited for Christmas service! (:
Will update soon!

2010-11-20T03:08:00.005+08:00

One of my colleagues told me.
When you find it hard to break up.
不是你不舍得.
而是你不服气.
Hmm.
Indeed when you look back.
What he said is really true.
You keep telling yourself 你不舍得.
But actually 你不服气.
Why?
Because 你不服气 when you see him with another girl.
Well.
All I know now is that.
I want to focus more on God.
So looking forward to tomorrow service! (:

P.S. All I want is God's love. (:

2010-11-16T14:50:00.005+08:00

So many things happen recently.
Train of thoughts overwhelming me.
I know what i should do.
But yet i am not doing it.
Why?
Haii.
Really should sort out my thinking soon.
And not drag anymore.
Got to buck up luhs! :x
Hmm.
Fell sick. :(
Just finished my phase 1 for assignment 1.
And UTs are still going on.
What a timing! >.<
Lols.
But here's something for me to rejoice in.
Christmas is coming soon!
Yay! :p
Hahahahas!
Ok.
Thats all for now.
Bye readers! :D

P.S. I love God. (:

2010-11-05T13:28:00.003+08:00

Yay!
Public holiday! (:
But working later. :x
Ytd holiday eve.
Party world is totally full! :3
Today public holiday.
Guess it would be the same too.
Another busy day. >.<
Hmm.
Why is it so weird?
When you don't care about someone.
It seems normal to you.
But when that someone don't care about you.
You then notice that someone. :o

P.S. 5 more days! :D

2010-10-26T13:13:00.005+08:00

Life is never easy.
But with God.
He will help you through.
And nothing seems hard anymore. (:
Just had this random thought.
What would life be without God?

Last Sat had zone prayer meeting.
And service really refreshed my mind.
And we had our 1st fellowship at Bugis!
Cam-whore too! :p
I believe more of this kinda fellowship is awesome! :)

Had been working consecutively for 3 days.
Today and tomorrow too.
5 consecutive days in total! :x
Tired~
But I believe I am able to pull through.
By the strength of the Lord. (:
Yeah!
Anyway, just these 2 weeks.
Cause my manager went for re-service. :o

And I am gona have a good rest on Fri.
Before Sat cg, bs, and service! :)
Lastly,
Meeting my baby on Sun! :D

P.S. Leaning more onto Him day by day. (:

2010-10-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

Can someone tell me why am I so paranoid? :x

2010-10-20T01:03:00.003+08:00

Something is just not right.
And is bothering me since last week. :(
For a moment.
I thought everything will be fine.
But it just kept bothering me.
I don't know why.
M i thinking too much? =/
Hmm.
What should i do? :x

P.S. I need wisdom.

2010-10-18T17:27:00.006+08:00

Today marks the 1st week of sch.
Knew a lot of new friends. (:
Study 5 days a week.
And i got 5 diff classes! >.<
Hahs.
But its a new experience for me. :)
1st day of sch.
I was late and got caught in the rain. :x
2nd day of sch.
I was early when sch starts later. (:
3rd day of sch.
Got an interesting faci.
And baby's friend is in the same class and team as me! :p
Hahs.
Fri's class faci.
I would say she is very systematic.
And today's class faci.
I would say she is very straightforward.
Lols. :)
Ahhhhh!
I miss my baby alot!
Haven seen him for 1 week le. :(

P.S. I miss you, baby. (:

2010-10-10T03:24:00.009+08:00

Weeeee.
My baby is back safely in Singapore! :D
He became so tanned.
Hahs.
But nice. :p
He bought for me a shirt and a keychain!
So cute luhs!
Thanks baby! (:
Joses came back from Shanghai 1 day earlier than my baby.
And he bought me bangles!
Very nice too!
Hahs.
Thanks Joses! (:
Today is a very special date!
10.10.10!
And its our 5th mth anniversary!
Wahahaha. :p
Love this pic.
And the shirt i'm wearing is what he bought for me! :D

~ Happy 5th mth anniversary baby! Love you! ^^

2010-10-07T05:24:00.001+08:00

Yay.
My baby is coming back today! :D
Hahahahas!
So looking forward to later!
Wonder how he has been. :o

~ It's the day! (:

2010-10-03T00:59:00.016+08:00

Thurs went out with a bunch of crazy but fun ppl!
HAHA! :p
Had dinner and went singing with them. xD

Fri wanted to serve at children's church.
But in the end Grace, Lynette, Bernice and I joined their service.
Hahs.
So fun and awesome! :D
Today had prayer meeting.
1st cg prayer meeting after multiplication.
Cool.
Prayer meeting was good too. (:

P.S. 4 more days, baby. (:

2010-09-27T14:22:00.015+08:00

Love the song 'You are my father'!
Esp this part.
And your love is for me.
And your love is for me.
And your love is forever.
Hahs.
So nice. :)
Ytd went to send Xianbi, Joses & Desmond off.
Hope they enjoy themselves! =)
10 more days before my baby fly back!
Miss him so much. :(
Hmm.
Ytd my bro came back from our grandma house with.
Fei Lun Hai model!
Ahhhh!
Wu Zun! :D

The 3rd one is Wu Zun!
HAHA! :p
Someone left a spec at my workplace.
I wore it & took a pic! :o

Hahahahahs!
I know i looked stupid. :x

P.S Loving you more & more! (:

2010-09-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

Wed went to buy and pack study packs.
So nice luhs.
I also want one.
Hahs. :p
But its for students taking exams. >.<
Hope got extra.
Hahs. (:
Ytd meet up with baby at Tamp.
Ate and bought some stuffs.
Went to baby house.
Left at around 7pm.
Then baby sent me to the mrt.
While he meet his family at white sands.
Back home at around 9pm. :x
Tomorrow cant send baby off.
Cause he staying at his sch hostel tonight. =/
Which also mean that I have to wait for 2 weeks!
Sad.
I will miss my baby alot de. :(

P.S. I will miss you.

2010-09-20T23:56:00.001+08:00

Thank God you're ok. (:

2010-09-20T02:12:00.004+08:00

I feel so lost now.
Don't know what should i do.
I just can't slp.
And i'm really really worried!
I just hope you're alright. :(

2010-09-12T03:45:00.004+08:00

How time flies.
My baby and I are together for 4mths & 2 days! (:
Went to eat secret recipe on Fri.
Baby bought me a dress.
And I am gona wear it to wedding dinner tomorrow! :D
Today fellowship was fun.
E149 3rd generation sat together and played.
Mao Zhua Lao Shu!
Hahs. :p
Dear flying off for 2 weeks on 24th.
Gona miss him alot luhs. :(
Hmm.
Just finish my work.
And its going 4am! :x
Sleeping soon le.
Nights! ^^

2010-09-08T02:46:00.014+08:00

2 more UT to go! :x
Jiayou Steph! (:
Did stupid thing with gf ytd.
Hahs. :p
Today is such a nice date!
080910. :D
And tomorrow is youth meeting!
So looking forward to it! ^^
Hmm.
Hope tomorrow i wont be chase down again. >.<
Got to study for today test le. :o
I miss my baby. :(

~Ball ball! Boink boink! :)

2010-08-31T15:46:00.004+08:00

Wee.
Another resting day! (:
Hahs.
Next week UT3 le. >.<
Hmm.
Got to study. :x
Thought sch reopening at 5th Oct.
And I realised its 12 Oct! :D
Hahs.
Which means 1 more week of holiday! :p
Ytd had a dream.
Dreamt of me going overseas. :o
Hahs.
Guess I really wish to go overseas alot! xD

~Sometimes I just don't know how to. :3

2010-08-27T14:56:00.002+08:00

Finally expo sales has ended. :D
Garlic bread sold at expo is so nice.
Hahs.
I love garlic bread now. :p
Knew a lot of new friends too.
Really had fun working with them. (:
Came back from chalet on Wed.
Tiring but fun. :)
Some things had happen recently.
Which make me see and understand things more clearly. :x
Working later.
Looking forward to cg and service tomorrow! :p
I MISS CG!
I MISS SERVICE!
I MISS E527! :D

~True friends are never apart. Maybe in distance, but not in the heart. (:

2010-08-20T09:16:00.004+08:00

This week is a working week.
Had been working almost everyday. :x
Thank god for Fri.
And thank god i'm off today! :p
Suddenly miss service.
But glad i can get 2 hrs break this Sat to go for service!
Hahs. :D
Had mixed feelings recently.
Hmm. >.<
Well.
I shouldn think so much.
And slp now.
Bb! ^^

2010-08-09T01:55:00.004+08:00

Watch Salt today.
Nice movie. (:
Hahs.
This month watch alot of movie.
Got alot of nice movie recently luhs.
Still got a few more movie i want to watch. :p
Hahs.
This month alot of ppl birthday.
Ytd celebrate Marcus's birthday.
Today celebrate Aiting's birthday.
And tomorrow celebrating Shawn's birthday. :x
Hahs.
Tomorrow celebrating our 3rd mth too! :D
Baby want take neoprint.
Hahs.
Today took neoprint too. xD
Got to slp soon.
Bye peeps and.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! ^^

2010-08-01T23:57:00.005+08:00

Woo.
I haven slept for almost 37 hours! :x
And i'm still blogging.
Hahs. :p
Celebrated chc 21st anniversary!
Awesome service! :D
After that fellowship at just asia.
Then went to meet baby at tamp.
Watched street dance. (:
Really make me wana dance more!
Hehes.
Back home le.
Slping soon.
Bye & nights! ^^

2010-07-22T12:27:00.003+08:00

Ytd ended sch at 2pm!
Hehes. :p
Meet up with baby at Tamp at 4pm.
Went to eat Ajisen Ramen.
Ordered 10 dumplings.
Baby ate 2 and i ate 8! :D
Hahs.
Then went to shop at all 3 shopping centers in Tamp. :o
Baby wants a wallet.
So we looked around.
Finally he found 1 he really like.
But too bad.
He has to wait till 10 of Aug.
Hahs. :p
Baby bought for me a shirt at Mango.
Hahs.
Thanks dear! <3
Then we went to baby home to put down our stuffs.
Left his house at around 7.45pm.
And headed to Ehub kbox! ^^
3rd time going to kbox with dear. (:
Hmm.
Actually we were told that we are allowed to sing from 8-10.30pm.
In the end.
11pm is our last song.
Hahs. :D
And we got a room which can seat around 10 ppl?
lols.
Super big luhs.
Can slp in there liao.
Hahs. :p
Later going for my last UT2 test. :x
Tomorrow work.
Sat an outing cg at east coast and service.
And lastly,
Sun meeting gf and maybe baby if he nv work! =)

2010-07-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

Went to work in the morning today. :x
Then went to eat, shop, watch movie with baby at Cwp! :D
Watched blood pledge! =/
Then we went to 888 plaza.
Baby did eyebrow trimming. :o
And we ate again. :p
Then baby send me hm. (:
Hahahas!
love my baby lots! ^^

2010-07-15T18:08:00.003+08:00

Blogging at Baby's house. (:
Slept at Baby's house last night.
Baby went sch in the morning.
And i continue slping till he's back. :x
Haven eaten anything yet.
Baby's slping now. >.<
Hmm.
Going back to chalet later. :p

2010-07-13T11:00:00.006+08:00

Woo.
Ytd was my didi's birthday! :D
Hahs.
Went to ktv with some of his friends and cg members.
Really had fun celebrating. (:
I was so high.
I duno know why.
Maybe cause his my didi ba. :p
Baby and gf at chalet now.
Working today.
Going tomorrow. :)
Hmm.
This week alot of ppl birthday. :x
lols.
Got to do work.
BYEEE! ^^

2010-07-09T13:18:00.002+08:00

Woke up at around 6am at Baby's hm.
Baby cooked breakfast for me!
Hahs. :p
Long story behind. :o
And guess what.
I'm still late for sch.
Despite waking up so early. :x
But my faci marked me present.
Hahs. xD
Weeeeeeeee.
This Sat is our 2nd mth!
Love my baby lots! :D

2010-07-06T09:12:00.002+08:00

E149 has finally multiply!
E527!
Lets fight to heaven! :D
Hahs.
Bbq that day was fun.
But didn went to sch the next day.
Cause was too tired.
Reach home at around 7am. :x
This Sat is our 2nd mth!
And 1st E527 cg!
Cool! :p

P.S. I miss & love my bf & gf! ^^

2010-06-30T13:08:00.002+08:00

I miss my baby a lot! :(
Hoping time would pass by faster.
Tomorrow celebrating Jacksen's birthday.
BBQ at midnight!
Cool.
First time.
Hahs. :p
Assignment 2 come out le.
UT2 coming too.
Must jy luhs. :x
Wee.
Today super early end lesson.
Going hm now.
Byeeeee! :D

2010-06-23T13:03:00.007+08:00

My assignment evaluation was not very good. >.<
But nvm.
Will work hard for the next assignment. =)
After that.
Went to meet baby.
Then guitar lesson. xD
1st time webcam with baby!
Hahs. =DD

Hmm.
Work ytd and today.
Cabbing to baby house today after work. :x
Miss my baby alot! :p

P.S. 幸福可以很短却浪漫（：

2010-06-15T14:17:00.006+08:00

Sch started. :x
Hmm.
Busy schedule again this week.
lols. xD
Didn finish my assignment.
But handed in already.
So dun wish to think about it.
Hahs.
Just concentrate on explaining and assignment 2 ba. =x
Went to meet Baby ytd too.
Ate at Swensen.
Swensen ice-cream is so nice! :p
The weather in the morning is so cooling.
Make me so sleepy. =/
Brain cant work.
But nearing to lunch.
Suddenly my brain started working! :o
lols.
Tomorrow having zone bbq at East Coast!
Hahs. :)
Loking forward to it.
And meeting Baby after that too. :D

P.S. Give 100% & expect 0% in return. (:

2010-06-09T16:55:00.010+08:00

Woo.
1 week nv post le. :o
Hahs.
Last Fri went to dye my hair.
And pierced another ear hole too. :x
Ahhhhh.
I'm still struggling with my assignment! >.<
Hmm.
Had a great day ytd.
Woke up at Baby's hm.
Went to central to collect baby's jeans.
Then bought some groceries.
Went hm and baby cooked for me!
Prata with beef, cheese and sauce made like burger!
So nice! :D
Changed then went to Tampines.
Baby bought keychain and earrings for me! (:
Then head to hougang central to play pool.
Baby always win me. :(
Hahs.
After that went to Paragon to have dinner at Big O.
The fish and chips, drinks, side dishes and mudpie are so delicious! ^^

See.
Doesn it look delicious. :p
Hahs.
Then we went to bugis.
Baby bought 2 tops for me! :D
After that kbox at Ehub.
And back to baby's hm.
Wee.
What an enjoyable day of celebrating our 1st mth.
Which is tomorrow!
Hehes.
Really thanks baby for everything! =DD
And long time nv meet gf le.
Meeting her later. =)

P.S. Baby, Thanks for everything and I love you! (:

2010-06-02T16:10:00.016+08:00

Asia Conference has ended.
And its really awesome. (:
Now it seems like there is a spiritual warfare.
Hmm.
But i believe everything will be fine luhs. =)
Got the same phone as baby.
Hahs. :p
My baby is really good at editing photos.
Love this pic alot. :D

Gf came to sing at Party World ytd.
Got disturbed by my colleagues.
Like always. :x
Hahs.
Tomorrow is multiplication day.
Aww. >.<
And Fri im gona dye my hair.
Wee. xD

P.S. love love! ^^

2010-05-25T00:18:00.003+08:00

Hahs.
Blogging at my baby's house now. :p
Went for dinner with baby and his family.
Took neoprint with baby and his sis. (:
So fun.
Long time nv take le. =x
Hmm.
Haven study for tomorrow UT. ><
2 more days of sch.
And its holiday! :D
Time flies.
A few months have become days.
That multiplication is coming very soon. :x
Recently,
Some things have happened which made me think alot.
Hmm.
But 1 thing that can make me really happy.
And thats my baby! ^^

P.S. Xin Fu Jiu Zai Yan Qian. (:

2010-05-19T19:07:00.006+08:00

Today had my 1st UT1 test.
It was quite easy. (:
Hahs.
And more are coming.
Hopefully its manageable. :x
My baby & his grandma are so cute.
See my fb if u wana know more.
Hahs. :p
Left my guitar at baby's house.
And i'm working today.
But he's coming down to pass it to me. :)
So sweet of him luhs.
Thanks, Baby. :D

P.S. Baby, I love you more & more each day. (:

2010-05-17T11:39:00.008+08:00

Things didn't went out as bad as i thought it would be.
But still it is hard to say anything now.
But at least i felt so much better luhs. (:
Ton at baby's house 3 days this week. :x
Yesterday had a tiring but fruitful day. xD
Came back from baby's house.
Then went to meet Grace.
Ate at Long John before we wanted to work.
And in the end we went shopping instead! :p
Hahs.
Really had a great time fellowshipping with her! :D
After that went to meet gf at party world to sing.
Then went home and chat with baby before sleeping. =)
Weeeee.
Today is the start of guitar lesson for beginners' class 2!
Looking forward to it! =DD
After that meeting my baby.
Hehes. :)

P.S. Baby, I love you. (:

2010-05-13T13:14:00.007+08:00

10.05;10:05 (:

P.S. Its a secret between us :p

2010-05-09T17:18:00.005+08:00

Happy mothers' day! :D
Hahs.
Celebrated at my grandma home.
Bought my mum a card.
With her face drawn on the card. xD
Hahs.
If you are wondering.
Of course its not drawn by me.
I have no talent in art. :x
Hahs.
Its drawn by ks.
Thanks alot, ks! (:
Lastly, I just wana say.
I love my mum! :p

2010-05-07T12:37:00.004+08:00

I just did a good act today! (:
Hahs.
By helping an old lady to get to her destination.
And she gave me a sweet in return.
Hehes.
So nice of her. :D
Watched Iron Man2 with the dua han kia ytd.
The 3D part so cool!
How i wish its real.
Hahs. :p
Then ate at the kopitiam opp of Cineleisure.
Had a great time. :D

P.S. Mothers' day coming! :)

2010-05-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

Last week skip sch 2 days & ton 4 days. :x
Ytd ton again.
5 days!
Hahs. :p
Alot of things happen these few days too.
Had been thinking alot. >.<
Hmm.
My fb is being spammed recently.
I don't know why. :o
Random~
I love my blue eyes! :p
HAHA!

2010-04-29T13:12:00.004+08:00

Had a great time with June & Tuck Keen ytd! :D
Miss the days.
So nice to slack with them.
Shall meet up with them more often. :p
Reached sch at 10.45am today when im supposed to reach at 9.15am.
Hahs.
But super slack today. :x
Guess today would be another tiring day.
Working & meeting Jermaine.
Lols.
Tomorrow shall have a good rest. xD
Hmm.
Duno why suddenly felt that im super blessed.
With so many awesome friends around me. (:

P.S. I just love my life. (:

2010-04-26T19:46:00.007+08:00

Fell sick. :(
Didn't went sch today.
Finally a rest day for me. :x
Hahs.
Had a nice chat at gf house ytd. :D
Fell in love with this song recently.

爱情旅程

你给的体温
幸福的气氛
他在你身边
睡得好安稳
是你太残忍
还是我太笨
这样的容忍
有点太牺牲
不习惯你的眼神
在风中不安的变冷
离开的时候是过程
我为爱狂奔

每次当爱从心痛启
我明白等待背后是伤痕
为了一个人
每夜不熄灯
爱一个人爱得透彻
忘不了爱走过的旅程
我依然相信幸福的可能
只有一个人
我愿意去等
在离开了以后
还会心疼

她给的拥抱
幸福的气氛
你在他身边
笑得好天真
是我爱太深
还是太单纯
这样的转身
有点太牺牲

Hahs.
Ok.
Thats all for now.
Hmm.
Thanks for reading!
HAHA! :p

2010-04-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

Went to sch to format my laptop.
Finally its alive again! (:
Went to watch Kickass with Evan.
Hahs.
Nice movie.
Had Nachos.
So nice. :D
But the whole theater is like 5 people in total.
Including us!
Hahs.
Cause we went at 11.30am. :x
Finished at around 1.30pm.
Slack at coffeebean till 3 plus.
Went home awhile.
& met Angela at Woodlands mrt.
Went prayer meeting.
& met Gf at Cwp.
Hahs.
Today is meeting & traveling day! :p

2010-04-19T13:48:00.007+08:00

Yesterday went to meet Gf again.
Hahs. :p
Got disturbed by my colleagues.
Like always. >.<
Hmm.
Yeah!
Tomorrow no sch! :D
Hahs.
But need go format my laptop.
Its like dying soon. :x

~Confused.

2010-04-09T02:32:00.003+08:00

爱上你BY2

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过

~I feel the tiredness.

2010-04-08T17:45:00.002+08:00

Just woke up not long ago!
Hahs.
Slept for 12 hours plus. :p
Had a fun time at work ytd.
Miss the times. :x
Later working too.
Hmm.
And im super excited for this Sat! :D
Hahs.

~Unknowingly, You have answered me.

2010-04-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

New blogskin!
Hahs.
Nice? :p
Hmm.
Easter service was really great!
An awesome drama! :D
1st time ytd.
I worked from 11am-2am! :o
Today went to sing.
With Jia Xuan, Jia Yu, Hui Wen, Bernard and Sean!
Miss them so much! (:
Hahs.
Miss my gf too.
1st time i ps her 2 times!
So sorry! :x

~Who, what, where, when, why, how?

2010-03-27T03:12:00.003+08:00

Today went to Northpoint before work.
With gf! ^^
Hahs.
Shop around and ate at Xin Wang.
Hmm.
The food and service there.
I have no comment. :x
After gf left.
I walked around for a while more.
Randomly bought a shoe! :p
Hahs.
I think I am going crazy! xD
Well.
If you know me well.
U should know that i don't anyhow spend money.
Hmm.
Maybe im really too stress these few days. :o
Hahs.
But its ok.
Because its nice and cheap! :)
Don't know why alot of sales going on there.
Anyway.
Tomorrow have to wake up at 9am! >.<
But happy my whole group is going for the workshop.
Cause it will be one of our 1st group outing!
Hahs. :D

~Focus! (:

2010-03-25T03:10:00.007+08:00

Had an awesome overnight prayer meeting ytd! :D
Reach home and slept at 8am.
Woke up at 12.30pm.
Met Ting Ting, Song He, Ali, Qiu Yue, Xin Yan at 2pm.
To eat steamboat at AMK! =DD
Then went to the new Party World at Northpoint!
It's super nice! (:
Around 7.45pm.
Qiu Yue and I went to work relunctantly. :x
Hahs.
Though was very tired.
But I really had a great time with them today! :)
Lastly, GPA is out!
And my year 1 GPA is 3.15!
Hahs.
Still not bad.
But must Jiayou.
Aiming for at least a GPA of 3.5 next year! :p

~I guess I should stop my mind from drifting away.

2010-03-21T01:39:00.011+08:00

Easter is coming in 2 weeks time!
Lets all Jiayou together to fulfil our visions! :D
Today had a great time playing captain's ball in the rain!
Hahs. :p
Though lost to our opponent by 1 point.
We really enjoyed ourselves.
At least we participate and tried our very best. :)
Yeah!
It's not about winning.
But how we have played! (:
Sent out a few teams from our cg.
And 2 of our secondary teams got in!
Woohoo!
Great job, guys! ^^
Jiayou for the rest of the competitions!
We will be supporting you all the way! =DD
Hahs.
Went to Ruby's chalet after service.
So long never see my beloved Ruby, Yunying and Dionis! :x
Hahs.
Miss them so much.
Great to see them again. =)

~Have I ......? Why do I ......?

2010-03-18T23:28:00.005+08:00

Livewire day camp was tiring but fun!
Hahs. :p
The weather was not very good too.
But we still managed to make it.
In conclusion,
Its a success! :D
Hahs.
Shall rest well tonight. :)

2010-03-16T14:53:00.005+08:00

Do not depise the youths!
Yes!
What a great youth meeting with Pastor Kong yesterday! :D
Had a random chat with a very nice friend.
And we came up with a great vision for a campus revival! (:
Woohoo!
Believe we can do it!
The next generations of chc! =DD
Super excited!
Can't wait for it to happen.
Hahs. :p
Working today.
A rest day for me. xD
Tomorrow got to start working extra hard.
For all the upcoming events.
Jiayou Steph! (:
Super blessed by my mum too.
I can buy a guitar soon!
Weeeeee! :D

2010-03-09T13:31:00.005+08:00

Woohoo!
Its arise & build weekend! :D
What an awesome buiding we got.
Can't wait to go for service there by March next year!
Hahs. :p
Lots of events coming up too.
Just felt like my holiday is fully planned.
Hahs. xD
Yesterday is Mei Juan's & Nico birthday.
Happy Birthday Mei Juan & Nico! ^^
Hmm.
Time really flies.
This Sun is going to be my 1st year in church! =DD
Weeeeeeee!
Many things have changed too.
Of course, for the better. =p
Hahs.
Just love my life now. (:

2010-03-04T02:55:00.004+08:00

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2010-02-26T02:23:00.008+08:00

Wee.
Today 1st time end work early.
Cause all the customers left early.
So happy!
Hahs. (:
Today super slack too.
In fact, this week all the days I have worked are very slack.
We all play, eat, and talk more than we worked.
Fun! :p
Recently addicted to Hi My Sweetheart, 海派甜心!

A nice show. :)
Although abit slow.
Cause recently just had the time to watch. :x
Suddenly, I also think 吴尊 very shuai!
After watching 2 shows which he acted.

See.
Shuai right? :D
Hahs.
Ok.
Going to watch 海派甜心!
Bye peeps! ^^

2010-02-18T12:30:00.005+08:00

Next is new year!
New year was abit different this year. :o
1st day of new year.
Went my ah ma, wai po, and tai ma's place.
At night went to gf's ah ma place. (:
2nd day of new year.
Went bo mu's place and gf's aunty place. :p
Went to work too.
Super busy. ><
Joel and Jas came.
Hahs. xD
3rd day of new year went out with a few of our cell group members.
Watched a movie.
14 blades! :D
Hahs.
A nice movie! :)
Worked yesterday.
Working today and tomorrow too. :x
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ok.
Done updating! =DD

2010-02-18T11:28:00.027+08:00

Updating my blog time!
Hahs. :p
Ok.
Shall start from my 18th birthday! :D
1st celebration was on 6Feb after service and zone event.
By my beloved cell group members, E149! (:

*The cake and the present from them. Thanks guys! LOVES! ^^

2nd celebration was on 7Feb with my lovely family and relatives! (:
Didn't managed to take the picture of the cake. :x
Got hong bao from my mum, ah ma, and ah yi as birthday present! :D
And they bought kfc too! :p

3rd celebration was after my work that day.
My fun colleagues celebrated with me! :D

*The cake and a really huge pooh from them. Thanks alot! ^^

4th celebration was on the actual day after Poh's guitar lesson! :p
So blessed by Poh and the guitar warriors! :D

*The pink rose and chocolate cake from them! Thanks for celebrating my birthday! ^^

5th was with Kakis! Although it was belated, but still i really appreciate them alot! A bunch of really great friends i have known in poly!

*A cute little card from them! Thanks so much! :D

*Super cool keychain from Minqi! Thanks, Minqi! (:

*A very meaningful birthday present and cake! Thanks, YX! =)

*A very nice bracelet from TingTing! Thanks, girl! :D

*Card from Lynette with really touching words! Thanks, bf! :p

*A sweet gift from ShuZhen! Thanks, Shu Zhen! ^^

*A pooh pillow from Gf's dad! Thanks, Uncle! :)

*An awesone card drawn by Kai Sheng! Super blessed! Thanks, Ks! =DD

Really thanks for all the wishes and presents! I'm really very happy and blessed by you guys! The best birthday I've ever had and the most memorable 18th birthday I can have! You guys really make things happen! =DD <33

2010-02-14T08:04:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year!
&
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone! :D
& not forgetting.
Happy Birthday Baobei! =DD
Miss her so much.
Shall meet up with her soon! (:
Loved her birth date so much.
Triple celebrations! :p
Hahs.
Got to prepare to bai nian.
bb everyone! ^^

2010-02-08T09:14:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to me! :D
Hahs.
Woohoo.
Finally 18! :p
Loads of celebrations and presents!
More coming too.
Shall post all at once soon. :)

2010-02-02T14:55:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeeee.
6 more days to my 18th birthday! :D
Hahs.
Completed 2 more modules.
Yeah!
3 more to go.
Then, UT3.
And holiday! =DD

~U.R.Y

2010-01-28T17:19:00.004+08:00

Didn't went school ytd.
Couldn't wake up.
Hahs. :x
Went to work at night.
Ytd was his last day.
Gave him a small gift. :p
Anyway,
Checked my UT3 schedule just now.
Mon UT3 was taken off.
Thank God.
Hahs. :)
Cause its my birthday!
Yeah.
Celebrations! :D
Lastly,
I want to watch 'Jump' movie! ^^

2010-01-26T00:08:00.005+08:00

Woohoo!
Learnt new song and chords today! =)
Hahs.
Sang U.R.Y during last sat service.
Really a very nice worship song. (:
Tomorrow celebrating Zheng Mao birthday.
Hmm.
Happy birthday to him in advance! :p
Hahs.
One of my working friend is leaving soon.
So gona miss him. :x
Hope he will do well in his couse.
Jiayou! :)
Hopefully I will survive throughout the day tomorrow.
Just changed a new facilitator last week for web and new media.
To be able to survive through his lesson is really challenging. >.<
Tomorrow is a long day for me too.
So I shall rest early.
Goodnight people! :D

2010-01-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

Poh's guitar lesson was really amazing! :D
Learnt happy birthday song.
Got to practice 30mins a day.
Hahs. :p
Anyway, Shu Zhen msg me just now.
She say she saw me in the teenage magazine! :x
Lastly, I was super turn off and pissed off yesterday.
Cause i saw that pervert again! >.<

2010-01-06T16:35:00.006+08:00

Yesterday Web & Media UT was not bad.
At least I find it easier than UT1.
Hahs. :p
Hmm.
Today is worst than yesterday.
Cannot even get out of my bed for school. :x
Just woke up not long ago.
Had slight fever too.
Still need study for tomorrow Maths UT. >.<

~Believing in Him I will get well;Because with Him, Nothing is impossible! (:

2010-01-05T11:31:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Ting Ting's birthday at Party World on Sun.
Went to Party World to sing with gf yesterday.
Really had fun! :D
Going to Party World to work today.
Hahs.
Everyday Party World. :p
Been sick these few days.
Today is the worst. :x
I really feel like sleeping now.
I miss my bed. >.<
lols.
Got UT later somemore.
Press on, Steph! (:

2010-01-03T20:00:00.004+08:00

1st service of 2010 was awesome! :)
Really great message to start the year.
Really happy my group is growing too.
Hahs.
The song 'No boundaries' is really nice. :p
Tomorrow starting school.
Jiayou! (:

~May all be blessed in the new year! :D

2010-01-02T14:33:00.010+08:00

Woo.
Its the 2nd day of 2010.
And the 1st service of 2010.
Hahs. =)
2009 is the year where everything starts to change.
1st time I really celebrated christmas and end of year.
With a group of awesome people too, E149! :D
1st day of 2010 is really great.
Countdown at mrt station.
When we were on the way to dhoby ghaut mrt. :x
Then we watch sherlock holmes at cathay till 5am.
Slack at plaza sing starbucks till 7am.
Reached home at around 8am.
Slept from 9am - 12pm. >.<
Met up with Jas and Mita at around 1.30pm.
Going out with them its really fun and awesome! :p
Miss them so much!
Thanks for the necklace and lending me ur guitar, Mita! (:
Watched Alvin and the chipmunks for the 2nd time.
After lots of debating. =x
Hahs.
1st time watched 2 movies in a day too. xD
I believe 2010 will be a better year for all of us.
Its my 6th year with Gf and 10th year with Jas too! :o
Hahs.
Going out soon for the 1st service of 2010!
Bye people!
Happy new year too! =DD

2009-12-26T00:52:00.003+08:00

Christmas service was great!
The songs, drama, word, everything! =)
Looking forward to tomorrow service.
Cause it is the last service for 2009!
Hahs. :p
And next week zone appreciation too.
At Roland Seafood Restaurant! =DD
1 more week to school reopen.
And continuation of UT2. :x
Jiayou!

~The Lord is my strength. (:

2009-12-22T13:10:00.008+08:00

Worked at Party World for 2 days le.
Hahs.
1st time in my life wear so formal. :x
Candlelight service last sat was great.
So romantic.
Hahs. :p
Overnight prayer meeting later!
Looking forward to it! :)
Christmas service is coming soon too!
Excitements! :D
Some of the pictures taken during candlelight service! =DD

My candle! =p

My bro's candle! (:

Nice? =)

2009-12-15T22:38:00.009+08:00

Weeeeeeeeee!
Changed new blogskin.
Loved it.
The animation thing is so cute!
Hahs. :D
And its holiday! =DD
Woohoo.
Christmas is coming too!
So looking forward to this week candlelight service.
And next week christmas service.
Hahs. :p
Yesterday was Mita birthday.
Happy Birthday MITA! =)
Had steamboat with my beloved E149.
Enjoyed myself. :)
And had a film by the teenage company too.
Cool.
Never would i expect it.
Thank god for opportunities. (:

2009-12-08T21:47:00.007+08:00

So long never blog le. :x
And today is my dad's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! :D
Hahs.
Been working.
Went for an interview at Party World just now.
And I got the job! =D
Hahs.
Many opportunities ahead of me.
And I am looking forward to it. :p
Tomorrow starting of UT 2 too.
Jiayou! =)

2009-11-24T12:59:00.006+08:00

Anyone want to buy these cute handphone keychains? Made by my Gf, Ahhtiing. (: Selling price at $3.00. Please support! Thanks. If interested, just tag me. :)

2009-11-20T00:41:00.005+08:00

Bought this really cute balloon teddy bear in my school! (:
$1 and its for charity.
Hahs. =p
I also wana take this opportunity to wish someone.
Xuanyou, Happy birthday! :D
Hope you have enjoyed yourself.
And like the present i gave you. =)

2009-11-08T20:38:00.005+08:00

Took cognitive and marketing UT.
Never managed to finish some parts of the question. :(
Hmm.
This week meet up a lot of times with E149.
And tomorrow for overnight prayer meeting too! =)
Hahs.
Excited! =p
Which also means i have to rest early tonight. :x
Today went to Xian Bi's house to learn guitar.
Cool. :D

~Jiayou! =DD

2009-11-02T22:13:00.007+08:00

Yesterday in e end, no interview.
And we ended up at yakun eating toast.
lols. :x
Then, i went my grandma hm as usual.
Cut my hair and went to cwp with my mum too.
Bought loads of stuffs.
Hahs. :D
Tomorrow UT1 starting le.
Jiayou! =p
Indeed.
With Him, all things are possible. =)

~He is so true in my life that i can't deny Him. (:

2009-11-01T01:43:00.003+08:00

Happy belated halloween everyone!
Hahs. =)
Really had a great day today.
Dressed up as a witch during the livewire event. =p
And a lot of new friends came too!
Revivals coming in Minqi's group!
Hahs. :D
Tomorrow going for interview.
Have to wake up early. :x
Hope E149 can all work together!
Nights everyone! =DD

~Good dream. (:

2009-10-28T14:31:00.004+08:00

Wee.
End of today's lesson! =DD
Wakakaka.
Hmm.
I wana go shopping!
Hahs. =p
I guess i am too bored now.
Anyway.
Next week starting of UT1.
Must study le. :x
And to those taking O'level.
Jiayou! =)

~Thank god for miracle. (:

2009-10-25T21:13:00.004+08:00

Woohoo!
Yesterday was Erin's birthday.
Happy birthday Erin! (:
Hahs.
Tomorrow Royston Birthday.
Happy advance birthday to Royston too! :D
Hahs.
And today celebrated my cousin's birthday.
Had a barbecue party.
And ice-cream cake. :p
Wow.
So many people birthday in the month of October.
Hahs. =)
Yesterday's cell group and service was really great too.
1st time i lead game! =p
And to my surprise.
Gf and Ks joined us! =DD
Really had a great day yesterday!

~Let's be a true worshipper! (:

2009-10-21T17:57:00.004+08:00

Felt so tired in the morning.
Then was down with flu the whole day. :(
Hmm.
Tomorrow meeting gf.
Few days nv see her liao.
Miss her loads.
Eating kfc together! :D
Yay!
Congrats to myself!
Got a really good news from Minqi today.
Stephy is able to do greater things in god's kingdom le! =p
Jiayou!

~God is good. (:

2009-10-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

Yay!
No more work!
Hahs. :D
But through this work.
I have learnt a lot.
And made a lot of new friends too. (:
Hmm.
Today's lesson kinda confusing. :x
But still managed to cope with it.
Class getting better too. :)
After school.
Went to buy contacts lenses with Yunying at imm.
And this time.
I bought grey colour!
Hahs. :p
Then, we eat eat shop shop.
Left at 6 plus.
Meet up with gf at her house.
Came home at 10 plus.
Saw that pervert again. ><
This time.
Really cant be bothered with him
lols.
Most importantly.
Really looking forward to tomorrow's cg & service! =DD

2009-10-08T20:53:00.006+08:00

Finally gt off day! =)
lols.
So tired.
Studying and working at the same time. :x
Miss my mum's cooking.
But i get to eat it today.
Hahs. =p
Starting to adapt to my new environment.
And the people around me too. :)
Hmm.
Been sleeping for about 6 hours a day.
Today must sleep early.
So goodnight everyone! :D

2009-10-06T00:00:00.005+08:00

1st day of sch.
I'm speechless.
So is my class.
They are so so so so QUIET!
Cant stand it. :x
I so miss W35N!
I really dun wish to change class. :(
So not looking forward to tomorrow.
But still hoping it would be better.
As i have left with no choice.
But to learn to accept it. >.<

2009-10-02T10:51:00.016+08:00

Expected.
Yet speechless.
When i knew everything.
I'm just so lost for words.
At that point of time.
I just want to have a peace of mind.
Memories flashes back.
Thoughts drifted apart.
My heart breaks.
It has been quite some time.
Since i had this feeling.
It really hurts.
I am sorry.
Anger is a way i used to cover up my sadness.
But it seems like.
No matter how hard i try.
I just cant hide my feelings from you.
No more.
Not any more.
I just want to let you know.
Thanks for everything.
Everything during these 5 months plus.
I will never forget our memories.
And what you said to me.
I will move on.
I will learn to change.
I will learn to let go.
Though i really cant bear to.
I know i still have to.
And how much i am unwilling to do so.
I know i still have to do it.
This cant go on like how it used to be.
It has been dragging for quite some time.
And each time.
The feeling goes deeper.
And so does the hurt.
Its time to face the reality.
I just want you to be happy.
Nothing else matters more than this now.
Jiayou.
Hope to hear good news from you soon.
Hopefully by then.
I can really be happy for you.

~I will be fine.

2009-09-30T20:47:00.003+08:00

Had bs with Royston today at Ikea.
Then went to meet Mei Juan at City Hall.
Did quite alot of catching up.
Hahs :p
Later meeting gf.
Tomorrow going chalet.
Fri meeting Baobei, Bernard, Sean, Gf and Ks.
Sat service.
Sun grandma hm.
Fully planned.
Hahs. (:
Looking forward to it too! :D

~Hope you will be fine. :x

2009-09-27T23:43:00.006+08:00

Gabrielle - Survive

I don't wanna talk about it
It makes me wanna cry
everytime i pour out my emotions
I feel emptier inside
I don't know how to play it like
I'm not in love with you,
but I'll try
even though i do...still

Miss you
just like the air that I breathe
I need you with me
I'm not gonna lie
I can't imagine my life with out you
but I suppose I will survive

I'm not gonna play myself
every time my cell rings
checkin for your name
I promise that I'll never tell you how I feel
cuz I know that you don't feel the same
did you think that you could hurt me so
I just gotta let you go
every time i find myself alone
ooooh i

Miss you
just like the air that I breathe
I need you with me
I'm not gonna lie
I can't imagine my life with out you
but I suppose I will survive

Don't try to explain
why you're love's changed
boy you really broke my heart this time
i won't let it take away my pride
or Who I have inside
boy im sewed between everything
how could i feel nothing
woulda done anything if it would mean
i would make you love me
you're the one i need
but you still believe
we can never be...

and i Miss you
more than the air that I breathe
I need you with me
I'm not gonna lie
and I can't imagine myself with out you
but I suppose I will survive
I'll be fine...
don't worry about me
(whisper) ...I'll be okie

~No more holding back.

2009-09-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

2 days never online.
Shall update nw. :x
Hmm.
Had a great time at Sakae sushi on Fri! =)
After that.
Went to play majong at gf house. :p
And ytd service was really great!
I want to be a maximise woman! =DD
Hahs.
Today as usual.
Went to my grandma hm. :)
Next work gonna be real busy.
Starting work on Tues.
And class gathering on Thurs.
Really looking forward to it! :D

2009-09-25T10:33:00.012+08:00

UT3 grades are out.
Nt as gd as UT2.
But expected.
lols. xD
So long never see my Baobei and Bernard!
Gona meet them for dinner tonight.
Sakae sushi! =p
With Ahting, Ks, and maybe Sean.
2 couples!
lols.
Really hope Sean can come.
I dun wana be alone. T.T
Hahs.
But it's ok.
I love my life now. =)
Hmm.
Finally the work is confirmed.
Starting next Mon.
Thanks Minqi! :D
Anyway.
Next week having class chalet.
Duno if i shld go. :x
Hmm.
Busy schedules ahead of me.

~With Him in me, i will never grow weary. (:

2009-09-24T16:32:00.004+08:00

-It is time to finally forgive myself-

I’ve carried the guilt, the shame for long enough.
I’ve kept my wounds open for long enough.
The time has come to let go, to heal.
I will keep the lessons and let the pain heal.

~Living a righteous life that is totally different from before. (:

2009-09-24T14:14:00.007+08:00

Finally i can sleep in peace!
Hahs.
And i woke up at around 2? :x
Haii.
Duno y i get so easily distracted these few days. >.<
Hmm.
Got to focus.
Jiayou Steph! (:
Anyway.
Went for my 1st prayer meeting yesterday.
Hahs. :D
Had such a great time worshipping and praising god.
Amen!

~E149 is greatly loved by me! =DD

2009-09-22T11:45:00.005+08:00

My block lift is upgrading.
Early in the morning so noisy!
Make me can't sleep. :x
So i woke up at 9am today.
Hmm.
Later meeting gf. xD
lols.

~Don't think that no one in this world understands you because god does. (:

2009-09-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

Went to Changi today.
Had bs with Minqi.
It was great. =)
Although it is a little rush.
Got to get Getting Started book soon. :x

~It's time to let go. (:

2009-09-20T21:59:00.011+08:00

Yesterday service was great.
And the main thing was.
NEVER TO GIVE UP ON GOD! =)
Yeah.
Even when you are a little.
Angry, fustrated or upset.
Hmm.
Some things around me have changed recently.
Which makes me very happy.
Hahs. =DD

~Strives to do greater things in God's kingdom. (: