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ღ Wednesday, June 24, 2009

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Firstly, no sch for next 1 week!
Woohoo. =DD
But have e-learning at hm luhs.
lols.
Hmm.
I wana thank my gf, my dear cousin, my gan-baby and my dearest June!
I ll cheer up luhs. =)
Thanks for all your concern.
Very touched and shocked.
Especially my gan-baby,
First time talk to me like this. :o
Found out some things ytd.
Mak me think alot.
So confused on what to do next.
And my gan-baby say dun do anything.
So that i wont b confused.
Nice one luhs.
hahs. :D
I feel so stupid i duno y.
Okay, i know y.
I mean, i am supposed to hold on to my xin fu.
But what i am doing now is.
Wishing "them" to be xin fu? =\
Ahhhhhhhhh.
Its so wrong.
What am i doing and thinking about?!
I guess i must be out of my mind! ><

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7:27 PM

ღ Monday, June 22, 2009

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Stephy is tired physically and mentally.
N she is sick since ytd. :(
Didn have any time to rest.
Met up with sec sch frenz.
She misses them alot! (:
Gt hit by a bicycle.
lols. :x
Things aren going well.
N she just cant focus on anything.
She's really tired.
Very tired.
To the extend she even wana skip sch 2dae.
N mayb for a long period of time.
But her gf told her not to.
N she forced herself to go school 2dae.
Feeling very down.
N its so not like her.
A few asked about her.
But she didn really say much.
Cause she duno what to say. =/
Haii.
But gues now.
Everything's okay ba. xD

Boy,
I'm sorry.
Sorry for being too controlling.
Sorry i have always make u angry.
Always have to get your words in a hard way.
Which you dun wish to.
At a point of time,
I was feeling very lost.
I didn know what to do.
All i know is.
Im very tired.
N i just cant focus on anything.
I dun even dare look at you in class.
Infact,
I was trying to avoid.
Cause all i think about is what you have said.
It just kept flashing in my mind.
N i felt so lost for words.
I cried n cried.
The moment aft you hang up my 1st phone call today.
N i almost gave up on everything.
That i just wana sit at a place.
N do nothing.
Practically nothing.
But you told me.
I had nv lose you.
N i felt a glimpse of hope.
When i send that message.
It does not mean nothing.
I just duno how to express my feelings.
But the main thing is.
I almost gave up on you.
But at the very next moment.
I came to realise how much i love you.
That i cant afford to lose you just like this.
Tts when i called you.
Cried telling you.
"I really love you".
I'm sorry.
Sorry for saying such hurtful words.
Sorry for being so selfish.
I promise you.
I will give you what you want.
I just hope.
You will be happy.
I asked you.
"R u happy when you spent your time with me"?
Your answer is "yes".
But i have no faith in myself.
That i can make you happy.
But i will try my best.
I cant help you with your past.
If you yourself dun even want to.
But i know i will try my very best.
To create more sweet memories of just
You n Me.

~ 轩佑，我爱你。

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7:48 PM

ღ Tuesday, June 16, 2009

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Ahhhhhhhh.
Stephy haven seen her gf for 3 days le. :(
She misses her.
N she noe gf misses her too.
Hahs. :D

2dae maths problem is so not like maths. =.=
But Stephy had the most united team. (:
Out team ate lunch together.
Work together.
Go everywhere together.
Hahs. =D
N no need worry bout the time luhs. =)

But Stephy is getting tired.
Reali tired.
She just felt like doing nothing. =/
But there's one thing she cant stop doing.
And that is.
She cant stop loving him luhs.
Hehez. ^^

Boy.
After so many days.
Finally, i can be so close to you again.
At first, i was so afraid i couldn.
Cause when i saw u,
N when u r just so near to me.
Yet i felt that there is a distance between us.
But im so glad that the truth is not.
Thanks for telling me your feelings.
Though it might be hurtful.
Though it may seem like im gona lose you.
But i rather be hurt.
Than u not telling me anything at all.
You know what you want.
So stop running away from reality.
No need to worry about me, seriously.
In fact, i ll give you my fullest support.
Im willing to help you too.
If you allow me to.
As long as it is what you want.
N if it makes you happy by doing so.
Dun b afraid to make decisions.
I ll respect any decisions made by you.
Cause all that i know is,
I want u to be happy.
N i dun wana lose you.
Baby, ily.

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8:22 PM

ღ Monday, June 15, 2009

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Sat service was damn high! =DD
My gf, my cell group leader and i were the most enthusiastic ones.
Hahs.
We shouted and screamed like mad.
Esp. when we saw F.I.R! =DD
There were loads of other celebrities and pegents too.
N their stories and words were really great. (:

We celebrated June and Serene's bdae in advance on sat too. =)
Yesterday was serene's actual bdae.
Wished her happy bdae.
Hope she had an enjoyable day! :p
N today ll be June's actual bdae. :)
Wished her happy bdae too.
Hope she had fun 2dae with her frenz! ^^

2 weeks of holiday ended.
N tt means.
I finally can see him!
Wakakaka. ^^
I miss him like mad. :o

Boy, I dun like holiday. :x
6 days is really hard to get by.
But i stil managed to.
By making myself real busy.
I reali miss u alot.
No words can describe my feelings for these 6 days.
N i wana say.
Im sorry.
I broke my promise.
But reali not intentionally.
Glad u r not angry with miie.
When u told miie everything.
When i noe u haven forget her.
When u tell me that u cried
N punch wall.
When i saw ur messages.
My heart breaks.
Sometimes.
I found myself in a lost.
I duno wad to do.
I felt like giving up everything.
N do nothing.
But i tell myself i cant.
Cause i know.
U r suffering deep down in ur heart.
I promise you.
With me around.
I ll take away all ur sadness.
N put happiness in ur life.
Baby.
I wan to see u smile again.
Reali smile.
N not fake smile.
Hope you ll be alright soon. (:

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3:54 PM

ღ Wednesday, June 10, 2009

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Wee.
Changed my blogskin.
Hahs.
N it so suits my feelings now. =p

Back from chalet long ago.
But had been quite busy till now.
N finali imhere bloggin!
Hahs. =)

Chalet was great.
Someone got drunk kept saying he ishn. :x
Had fun at wild wild wet too.
Though not everybody came.
But im sure.
Our relationship grew stronger.
N i ll definitely treasure the last 10 weeks we gona have with each other.
Aww.
Im so gona miss them. :(

Didn had enough slp; eat; drink.
N went for sos; pm; service.
But it was a new experience at sos n pm. (:

Last two days things weren going well.
N i fast successfully for e 1st tym ytd.
Hoping everything would be fine n good health.
Gues wad.
Things really went well aft tt, at night.
Thank god. ^^

Stayed at gf hm. :)
Nv did ever since sch start.
N i slept with e monkey i bought for her on her last bdae.
Hahs.
Its so nice to hug. :p
E monkey must have miss miie alot.
Wakakaka. :D

Before went hm.
Went to kfc n ate lunch.
N something quite shocking happen.
Someone actuali stole a bag in the kfc n ran away.
The gal didn knew as she left her bag there.
N went to buy food.
Duno if it is a good or bad thing.
Onli my gf n i saw it. :o
Den we told the gal aft she came back with her food.
N we went to the police station with her.
I must say that the robber had alot guts to do such a thing in e day n at kfc!
Lesson learnt: Nv to leave your things unattended even when you are buying food. =/

Boy,
Sorry for hurting you.
Make you feel insulted
N make you angry.
I promise.
It ll be e 1st n last time you're goin to hear it frm miie.
Thanks for believing miie.
Giving in to miie.
N forgiving miie.
Ur efforts n doings are greatly appreciated.
Xy, i miss u.
But u said u want ur personal space.
N i respect ur decision.
Even if we dun meet.
Remember u r always in my heart.
Baby, i love you. (:

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6:35 PM

ღ Tuesday, June 2, 2009

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Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Tomorrow goin chalet le. =DD
N tt means blog gona b dead for 3 days?
Shall enjoy. =p
Gona miss miie family n gf. :x
hahs.
long tym nv ton le. =o
Lastly,
Miss miie! ^^
lalalas.

~Stephy is sick. :(

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7:04 PM

ღ Monday, June 1, 2009

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Went out with Jas n Mita ytd! So long nv see dem le. Miss dem loads! Friends forever! =DD

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7:25 PM