ღ Wednesday, June 24, 2009
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Firstly, no sch for next 1 week!Woohoo. =DDBut have e-learning at hm luhs. lols. Hmm.I wana thank my gf, my dear cousin, my gan-baby and my dearest June!I ll cheer up luhs. =)Thanks for all your concern. Very touched and shocked.Especially my gan-baby,First time talk to me like this. :oFound out some things ytd. Mak me think alot.So confused on what to do next. And my gan-baby say dun do anything.So that i wont b confused. Nice one luhs. hahs. :DI feel so stupid i duno y.Okay, i know y.I mean, i am supposed to hold on to my xin fu. But what i am doing now is.Wishing "them" to be xin fu? =\Ahhhhhhhhh.Its so wrong.What am i doing and thinking about?!I guess i must be out of my mind! ><
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7:27 PM
ღ Monday, June 22, 2009
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Stephy is tired physically and mentally.N she is sick since ytd. :(Didn have any time to rest. Met up with sec sch frenz. She misses them alot! (:Gt hit by a bicycle. lols. :xThings aren going well.N she just cant focus on anything.She's really tired.Very tired.To the extend she even wana skip sch 2dae.N mayb for a long period of time. But her gf told her not to.N she forced herself to go school 2dae.Feeling very down.N its so not like her. A few asked about her. But she didn really say much.Cause she duno what to say. =/ Haii. But gues now.Everything's okay ba. xD Boy,I'm sorry.Sorry for being too controlling.Sorry i have always make u angry. Always have to get your words in a hard way.Which you dun wish to.At a point of time,I was feeling very lost.I didn know what to do.All i know is.Im very tired.N i just cant focus on anything.I dun even dare look at you in class. Infact,I was trying to avoid.Cause all i think about is what you have said. It just kept flashing in my mind.N i felt so lost for words.I cried n cried.The moment aft you hang up my 1st phone call today. N i almost gave up on everything.That i just wana sit at a place.N do nothing.Practically nothing.But you told me.I had nv lose you.N i felt a glimpse of hope.When i send that message.It does not mean nothing.I just duno how to express my feelings.But the main thing is.I almost gave up on you.But at the very next moment. I came to realise how much i love you.That i cant afford to lose you just like this.Tts when i called you.Cried telling you."I really love you".I'm sorry.Sorry for saying such hurtful words. Sorry for being so selfish.I promise you.I will give you what you want. I just hope.You will be happy.I asked you."R u happy when you spent your time with me"?Your answer is "yes".But i have no faith in myself. That i can make you happy.But i will try my best. I cant help you with your past.If you yourself dun even want to.But i know i will try my very best.To create more sweet memories of justYou n Me.~ 轩佑，我爱你。
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7:48 PM
ღ Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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Ahhhhhhhh.Stephy haven seen her gf for 3 days le. :(She misses her.N she noe gf misses her too. Hahs. :D2dae maths problem is so not like maths. =.=But Stephy had the most united team. (:Out team ate lunch together.Work together.Go everywhere together.Hahs. =D N no need worry bout the time luhs. =)But Stephy is getting tired.Reali tired.She just felt like doing nothing. =/But there's one thing she cant stop doing.And that is. She cant stop loving him luhs. Hehez. ^^Boy. After so many days.Finally, i can be so close to you again.At first, i was so afraid i couldn.Cause when i saw u,N when u r just so near to me.Yet i felt that there is a distance between us. But im so glad that the truth is not.Thanks for telling me your feelings.Though it might be hurtful.Though it may seem like im gona lose you. But i rather be hurt.Than u not telling me anything at all.You know what you want.So stop running away from reality.No need to worry about me, seriously.In fact, i ll give you my fullest support.Im willing to help you too.If you allow me to. As long as it is what you want.N if it makes you happy by doing so.Dun b afraid to make decisions.I ll respect any decisions made by you.Cause all that i know is,I want u to be happy.N i dun wana lose you.Baby, ily.
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8:22 PM
ღ Monday, June 15, 2009
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Sat service was damn high! =DD
My gf, my cell group leader and i were the most enthusiastic ones. Hahs. We shouted and screamed like mad. Esp. when we saw F.I.R! =DD There were loads of other celebrities and pegents too. N their stories and words were really great. (: We celebrated June and Serene's bdae in advance on sat too. =) Yesterday was serene's actual bdae. Wished her happy bdae. Hope she had an enjoyable day! :p N today ll be June's actual bdae. :) Wished her happy bdae too. Hope she had fun 2dae with her frenz! ^^ 2 weeks of holiday ended. N tt means. I finally can see him! Wakakaka. ^^ I miss him like mad. :o Boy, I dun like holiday. :x 6 days is really hard to get by. But i stil managed to. By making myself real busy.
I reali miss u alot. No words can describe my feelings for these 6 days. N i wana say.Im sorry. I broke my promise. But reali not intentionally. Glad u r not angry with miie. When u told miie everything. When i noe u haven forget her. When u tell me that u cried N punch wall. When i saw ur messages. My heart breaks. Sometimes. I found myself in a lost. I duno wad to do. I felt like giving up everything. N do nothing. But i tell myself i cant. Cause i know. U r suffering deep down in ur heart. I promise you. With me around. I ll take away all ur sadness. N put happiness in ur life. Baby. I wan to see u smile again. Reali smile. N not fake smile. Hope you ll be alright soon. (:
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3:54 PM
ღ Wednesday, June 10, 2009
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Wee.
Changed my blogskin.
Hahs.
N it so suits my feelings now. =p
Back from chalet long ago.
But had been quite busy till now.
N finali imhere bloggin!
Hahs. =)
Chalet was great.
Someone got drunk kept saying he ishn. :x
Had fun at wild wild wet too.
Though not everybody came.
But im sure.
Our relationship grew stronger.
N i ll definitely treasure the last 10 weeks we gona have with each other.
Aww.
Im so gona miss them. :(
Didn had enough slp; eat; drink.
N went for sos; pm; service.
But it was a new experience at sos n pm. (:
Last two days things weren going well.
N i fast successfully for e 1st tym ytd.
Hoping everything would be fine n good health.
Gues wad.
Things really went well aft tt, at night.
Thank god. ^^
Stayed at gf hm. :)
Nv did ever since sch start.
N i slept with e monkey i bought for her on her last bdae.
Hahs.
Its so nice to hug. :p
E monkey must have miss miie alot.
Wakakaka. :D
Before went hm.
Went to kfc n ate lunch.
N something quite shocking happen.
Someone actuali stole a bag in the kfc n ran away.
The gal didn knew as she left her bag there.
N went to buy food.
Duno if it is a good or bad thing.
Onli my gf n i saw it. :o
Den we told the gal aft she came back with her food.
N we went to the police station with her.
I must say that the robber had alot guts to do such a thing in e day n at kfc!
Lesson learnt: Nv to leave your things unattended even when you are buying food. =/
Boy,
Sorry for hurting you.
Make you feel insulted
N make you angry.
I promise.
It ll be e 1st n last time you're goin to hear it frm miie.
Thanks for believing miie.
Giving in to miie.
N forgiving miie.
Ur efforts n doings are greatly appreciated.
Xy, i miss u.
But u said u want ur personal space.
N i respect ur decision.
Even if we dun meet.
Remember u r always in my heart.
Baby, i love you. (:
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6:35 PM
ღ Tuesday, June 2, 2009
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Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Tomorrow goin chalet le. =DD
N tt means blog gona b dead for 3 days?
Shall enjoy. =p
Gona miss miie family n gf. :x
hahs.
long tym nv ton le. =o
Lastly,
Miss miie! ^^
lalalas.
~Stephy is sick. :(
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7:04 PM
ღ Monday, June 1, 2009
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Went out with Jas n Mita ytd! So long nv see dem le. Miss dem loads! Friends forever! =DD
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