ღ Monday, June 22, 2009
♥ Shop till you drop ! ♥
Stephy is tired physically and mentally.N she is sick since ytd. :(Didn have any time to rest. Met up with sec sch frenz. She misses them alot! (:Gt hit by a bicycle. lols. :xThings aren going well.N she just cant focus on anything.She's really tired.Very tired.To the extend she even wana skip sch 2dae.N mayb for a long period of time. But her gf told her not to.N she forced herself to go school 2dae.Feeling very down.N its so not like her. A few asked about her. But she didn really say much.Cause she duno what to say. =/ Haii. But gues now.Everything's okay ba. xD Boy,I'm sorry.Sorry for being too controlling.Sorry i have always make u angry. Always have to get your words in a hard way.Which you dun wish to.At a point of time,I was feeling very lost.I didn know what to do.All i know is.Im very tired.N i just cant focus on anything.I dun even dare look at you in class. Infact,I was trying to avoid.Cause all i think about is what you have said. It just kept flashing in my mind.N i felt so lost for words.I cried n cried.The moment aft you hang up my 1st phone call today. N i almost gave up on everything.That i just wana sit at a place.N do nothing.Practically nothing.But you told me.I had nv lose you.N i felt a glimpse of hope.When i send that message.It does not mean nothing.I just duno how to express my feelings.But the main thing is.I almost gave up on you.But at the very next moment. I came to realise how much i love you.That i cant afford to lose you just like this.Tts when i called you.Cried telling you."I really love you".I'm sorry.Sorry for saying such hurtful words. Sorry for being so selfish.I promise you.I will give you what you want. I just hope.You will be happy.I asked you."R u happy when you spent your time with me"?Your answer is "yes".But i have no faith in myself. That i can make you happy.But i will try my best. I cant help you with your past.If you yourself dun even want to.But i know i will try my very best.To create more sweet memories of justYou n Me.~ 轩佑，我爱你。
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