ღ Sunday, July 5, 2009
♥ Shop till you drop ! ♥
It has been 67 days and i'm letting him go.
It's not what i want.
But i guess it is what i should do.
Boy,
It's not your fault.
I fall for you first.
Dun blame yourself.
Dun torture youself.
Dun say sorry to me anymore.
It hurts.
It has been 2 days that my life is without you.
I duno if i can face you like how i used to face you.
Treat you like i used to as a friend.
When we just knew each other.
I really duno.
Because i still dare not face the fact.
The moment i hear or think that.
I should stop loving you.
I should stop treating the way i used to treat you.
My heart breaks.
N tears will drop.
So i nv want to think bout it till now.
I want to keep my promise.
But how long can i run away like this.
I'm sorry.
I gues i cant keep my promise.
But i will try my very best to.
But what hurts me most is what's in your heart.
You really love her alot.
N i didn know everything from the very start.
I gues if i had nv ask you.
I will nv know what you have done.
I was really surprised.
N my heart sank.
It has been 2 months and 1 week.
N yet you......
I gues i can nv replace her in your heart.
But i will support you.
I will give you the courage.
To approach.
To grab hold.
N nv let go of the happiness that you've been longing for.
Thanks for being honest with me.
Thanks for the sweets.
Thanks for the beautiful memories.
Just like wad gf say.
One day the pain will go and only the memories will be kept.
I duno when ll that day come.
But i know it's definitely not now.
When you ask me what i want to do.
I want to do a lot of things with you.
For it's the last time.
But at a second thought.
I decided not to.
Tts y i told you nothing.
Because i know if i had did the things i want to with you.
I will cry.
I will not let you go.
Because i cant bear to.
N there ll be more memories of us.
Which ll make me even more sad.
I even want you to say i love you to me for the last time.
But what's the point.
When there's no meaning to it.
But i ll stay strong.
Like i always do.
I ll move on with my life.
Try my very best to keep the promises.
Boy,
You must be tired.
From this day onwards.
I nv want you to be angry with me.
Nv want you to worry about me.
I'm sorry for what i have done tt made you unhappy.
Tt made you angry.
All i asked for now is what you have promised me.
To be happy.
N i want you to be who you wana be.
The life without me.
But if you ever need me. Like what you said.
I ll only be one call away.
I will miss you alot.
*Xuanyou, i ♥ u.
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