Expected.
Yet speechless.
When i knew everything.
I'm just so lost for words.
At that point of time.
I just want to have a peace of mind.
Memories flashes back.
Thoughts drifted apart.
My heart breaks.
It has been quite some time.
Since i had this feeling.
It really hurts.
I am sorry.
Anger is a way i used to cover up my sadness.
But it seems like.
No matter how hard i try.
I just cant hide my feelings from you.
No more.
Not any more.
I just want to let you know.
Thanks for everything.
Everything during these 5 months plus.
I will never forget our memories.
And what you said to me.
I will move on.
I will learn to change.
I will learn to let go.
Though i really cant bear to.
I know i still have to.
And how much i am unwilling to do so.
I know i still have to do it.
This cant go on like how it used to be.
It has been dragging for quite some time.
And each time.
The feeling goes deeper.
And so does the hurt.
Its time to face the reality.
I just want you to be happy.
Nothing else matters more than this now.
Jiayou.
Hope to hear good news from you soon.
Hopefully by then.
I can really be happy for you.

~I will be fine.